Saturday, March 16, 2013

I'm not ready

While I was enjoying a peaceful shower this morning,
(everyone was still asleep, I was getting ready for work!)
I had a sudden realization that my girl is going to be starting kindergarten very soon.

I have known that she was going to start "next year", as in the next school year.
Well people "next year" starts July 22nd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Our school district does a modified year round schedule.

I am not ready for this.
I don't like thinking about my girl being gone from the house all day long, 5 days a week!
And to make things worse I realized that due to my schedule, which has way more pros then cons, she and I will only have days off together when there is a school holiday or if I take a day off work.
I almost started crying.

She is so smart and oh so ready.
I guess this is the beginning of her growing away from me.
I am going to miss her so bad.
Will she miss me?

I. Am. Not. Ready. For. This.

2 comments:

  1. Mother's never are... It goes by so fast, then BOOM, they're out of the house and on their own. It's all part of the circle of life I guess. It's all good!

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  2. I am so thankful your children have had the opportunity to be home with you for that special time before they start school. I wasn't able to give that to you and your sisters. If I could go back....
    xoxoxo!!!

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